My moods have been increasingly black and dark and my personal therapy has helped some. But today I went to my doctor and got an antidepressant. I had been putting it off as I hypocritically thought I could do it on my own. I should know better but as most mom’s do, I didn’t want to admit I needed help. I have an awesome doctor and when he saw me sitting in his office clinging to yet another tissue box, he just said-“Deb it’s time”. So script in hand I headed to the pharmacy.