The last few days have been hour to hour. He is struggling through ingrained habits. We have been at the edge of hospitalization at least 5 times. We are long distance runners in the emotional race against his mind. It twists and turns up so so many mountains. The wind has picked up speed and pushes against us whispering our failures. The landscape changes instantly when you blink and your mind narrows its thoughts to A single repeating mantra… “Keep going”.